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29 May 2011 @ 01:40 pm
Title: Breakeven
Chapter 1/?
Genre: Angst/Slice of Life/Fluff
Rating: G (for this chapter)
Pairing: F!Hawke/Anders
Word Count: 1134

This spiral of love, hurt, obsession - it had to end. He'd talk to her about it. Maybe tomorrow.Collapse )
Current Mood: pleasedpleased
Current Music: The Script - Breakeven | Powered by Last.fm
26 May 2011 @ 09:55 pm

I don't know if I'll ever finish this. Like my other million sketches of Anders. Already spent 7~ hours on this.
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: 내 머리가 나빠서 (Acoustic Ver.) by 김현중 (SS501)
26 May 2011 @ 08:47 pm
Title: Smile
Rating: G
Pairing: F!Hawke/Anders
Word Count: 829

Warning: It's so fluffy I'm gonna dieee!

He has a special kind of smile saved for her.Collapse )
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Hoshi No Nai Yoruni by DELUHI
18 May 2011 @ 10:18 pm
Title: Untitled Fluff #2
Rating: G
Pairing: F!Hawke/Anders
Word Count: 367

When he looked at her, such pain and such... Love collided within the depths of his stomach he could sometimes scarce bear it.Collapse )
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: alone by An Cafe
11 May 2011 @ 05:55 pm
Title: Untitled Fluff #1
Rating: G
Pairing: F!Hawke/Anders
Word Count: 306

He always held her like she would break, he always kissed her as if he could never taste enough of her. One hand to brace her head, the sadness and the desperation in his kisses as if he regretted each one one, as if he made every one memorable in case it was the last.

"You're so beautiful," he said, in between kisses, "Why are you with me? You're wasted on me."

Warm, solid, a promise, a curse. She could never say how she saw him, only knew the feeling of him surrounding her, the feelings she had for him. She didn't want to explain to him the tug at her heart when she saw him when she could hardly explain it to herself.

Sometimes it was enough for her to smile at him, to trace the outline of his stubble, the hollows on his cheeks, to brush her fingertips along the points of his cheekbones. Not beautiful like Fenris, nor handsome like Sebastian. Not even as rugged, or manly as Varric- he was her Anders, and he and his long nose, his amber eyes like honey looking at her with such adoration, with such dependance.

She lowered her eyes then, chose instead to entwine his fingers with her own, and he took the opportunity to press his lips against her browbone, her cheek, her lips again. They melded together, her and him and tongues and sweetness, and she felt the tears on his cheek, as he pulled away from her grasp and again took control of the battle. His unshaven cheek felt real against her, his breath and pants the soundtrack in a dark romance, an unspoken, unpredictable tumble of hearts and minds and love.

He pulls away again, he presses his forehead against hers, and he whispers, "I love you. I'll always love you."
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved | Powered by Last.fm
07 May 2011 @ 09:59 pm
Me: So, it seems like all I need to do is go to University to find myself a Prince.
Mum: Why don't you?
Me: ...to be honest, all the guys are either not in my course, taken, or gay.
Ness: Right... Art school, huh. Oh well, you'll find someone eventually.
Me: -flaps hand- It's okay, I have Anders.
Ness: Anders isn't even...
Me: -thinks- She's going to say real, isn't she.
Ness: Worth it in the end. I mean, he -spoilers-, doesn't he?
Me: -blinks- Well, no. He's not quite human anymore...
Ness: Then why don't you go for Fenris?
Me: -blink-
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris (Accoustic) | Powered by Last.fm
01 May 2011 @ 12:23 am
When I started playing my second playthrough, I cried when I first met Anders again.
30 April 2011 @ 05:33 pm
And this is how it started. Two drabbles in reaction to seeing Anders' and Fenris' first kisses.

It has spawned to well over 25 pages now.

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Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Try Honesty by Billy Talent
30 April 2011 @ 02:47 pm
Title: The Things We Don't Talk About
Rating: G
Pairing: F!Hawke/Anders
Word Count: 869
Crossposted to ff.net

Spoilers ahoy.

It's breaking you down, now that you understand there's no one around.Collapse )
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Hell Song by Sum 41
Title: Close your eyes, and stay awake.
Rating: G
Pairing: F!Hawke/Anders
Word Count: 527
Crossposted to FF.net

Spoilers ahoy.

It had always a threesome. Her, Anders, and his Revolution.Collapse )
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: All Messed Up by Sum 41